I want to do it but then again I don't?

The world is'nt full of bad people you know, it is just that we rarely hear of the nice ones. Stop beatig yourself up my love, you are equal to anyone, and better than many, you cant put all the wrongs of the world right, I wish we could, but, keep a sense of proportion, try to do a good deed a day, that it great for the moral. Switch off the negative feelings, you are leaps ahead of many in so much as your school work isnt a worry to you, aim high, make sure you reach your goals, I was beaten all my young life, but I was determined to get somewhere in life, so, I didnt make Prime Minister, but I made Management grade, and, may I say, made a rattling good job of it! And now, I can look round at all I have, knowing that I earned it honestly dispite the early years, and you know what? it feels bloody good! God Blessxx